I think the reason why I loved you and hated you all at the same time was because you called me out on all of my bullshit and you didn’t give a fuck about anything.
I feel the pain again and its everywhere and I can’t run away all i want to do is die
you dont understand
why would you promise me something if you cant keep your word
I cant deal with this constant pain anymore I tried to ignore it and push past it but i cant i am so unhappy and it doesnt matter that what i have might be better than what others have because it doesnt change my situation or make me feel any better
I dont think ill ever be good enough for anyone i mean why would someone like me if i dont even like myself